Exams....study?

Since everyone seems to have something to say about the above, i just thought i might want to add my piece in this. Denise seems to have this knock knock joke, while Sin Eu is in his insomnia and 'freaking out' state, writing a blog a 6.40 am in the morning and Thomas is well,...being Thomas. I don't know about the others, as i dont even dare to go to more than 3 blogs to so called 'have a break'.I just can't concentrate. So what if i have a break every 3 seconds or so from my so-called-studying.
My moms advice to just 'put off that computer' was ignored. The excuse : i need music to concentrate. The verdict : Well this is the prove innit? Writing my crap in the nonsense filled blog.
Yes. I am freaked out. Yes. I need to study. Yes. promised myself not to touch this darling of mine, the computer(so what if this comp belongs to my dad.What is his is mine, and what is mine is mine.). But i have no idea why i cant just sit in one place and study.

Ok, everyone...This is what i need. A huge tub of elephant glue, another tub of Dunlop glue and a chain and a padlock with a code. A code which i can only break if i study that notes-o-mine and in the process, unlock the clues to break that code. Hey! thats and idea. Oh it's written so i get to patent it. HAHA!

So as for readiness, NO WAY im ready. I.am.going.to.die. Plus lecture periods for me are also called sleeping periods. It concludes that i know knuts about the subject im taking. So sue me.

Anyway, something kinda happened that i kinda regretted. I dont know what came to me.
Maybe its just the fact that im irrational from the studying(hey, i did study a lil ) or maybe it is because of the stress. I stole a batang of ciggaratte from my dad and yeah, i smoked. I don't normally do this as i am NOT a smoker. I only do it on certain occasions. Like when i was drunk. Only that. Anyway, i think i was certainly fated to not smoke. As i was in my room, my mom was out to make milk for the King Aidan. I thought i heard someone came out and, in a panic state, put it out and decided to actually do it in the bathroom, less likely to get caught. HAHA. tough luck, as i was on the way there.....when my mom, came out of the bathroom. I practically shrieked, something i never ever did since i was a baby. I hid it between my fingers and i have NO idea if she saw. She didn't say anything. I'm thinking, when she is more awake, she'd do something to me. Something horrible. Maybe i might not live tomorrow. YAY, dont have to take the bloody exams. HAHA! Take that, people!....niahaha.

But anyway, after that i felt sick(coz of the fag) and i kinda puked. BALASAN TUHAN. Now, other than a lil' freaked i'm okay. Back to trying to studies.

A lil woozy but ok,
BudderFly OuT~

p/s: Good Luck and all the best to those taking your exams.

I have this favourite site which is under the Yahoo search page. It’s called Flickr which actually represents the flash of the photograph ,err….flash? I kinda think that’s what it means.
Anyway, in this place one can find a good quality photograph of practically anything under the sun. Well except those pictures taken by professional photographers of celebrities and models and what nots. This is good because it helps me in the designing in my graphic design course. Only sometimes it comes in the gif format and it is so small and when it is enlarged, the pixels break. That, I don’t like.
Some pictures are edited so well that it looks almost professional. Oh, just the fact that this pictures are on a public site that makes it not so pro. Try it.
I’ve been listening to this song from Hinder. Its called ‘Lips of an Angel’. It sound like one of nickelbacks song called ‘Far Away’. Also one of my favourites. Anyway Vic and I were discussing this particular song in detail about how this guy and his ex who both did not move on from where they ended but they already have current partners. I like how this particular song sounds like a conversation which not many artist has done or been able to do.
Vic said these ‘but does this mean we don't mind the dude being unfaithful?’ and from there on we went on discussing this song like it is part of our lives. From thinking from the ex’s point of view to the current girlfriends. Heheh. If only Hinder knew how well both of us appreciates their song. And Vic only just heard of this song. :P. anyway this is they lyrics
"Lips Of An Angel"

Honey why are you calling me so late

It's kinda hard to talk right now

Honey why are you crying is everything okay

I gotta whisper cause I can't be too loud

Well, my girl's in the next room

Sometimes I wish she was you

I guess we never really moved on

It's really good to hear your voice saying my name

It sounds so sweet

Coming from the lips of an angel

Hearing those words it makes me weak

And I never wanna say goodbye

But girl you make it hard to be faithful

With the lips of an angel

It's funny that you're calling me tonigh

tAnd yes I've dreamt of you too

And does he know you're talking to me

Will it start a fightNo I don't think she has a clue

Well my girl's in the next room

Sometimes I wish she was you

I guess we never really moved on

It's really good to hear your voice saying my name

It sounds so sweet

Coming from the lips of an angel

Hearing those words it makes me weak

And I never wanna say goodbye

But girl you make it hard to be faithful

With the lips of an angel

It's really good to hear your voice saying my name

It sounds so sweet

Coming from the lips of an angel

Hearing those words it makes me weak

And I never wanna say goodbye

But girl you make it hard to be faithful

With the lips of an ange

l(And I never wanna say goodbye)

But girl you make it hard to be faithful

With the lips of an angel

Honey why are you calling me so late