Adam Lambert

Omg... he doesn't only look good in his dark eyeliner dash rocker appearance, but too look that good cleaned up and with a suit?

Last night, I had a dream that I had the ability to call rain. (Well, last night I was watching catch-up episodes of 'Heroes'. Figures.)

Funny,

how when I was younger, my whole family used to make fun of my singing. They use to say things like

"ei, don't sing....later I want to go play football"
"my clothes cannot dry-lah later??!"
"Cynthia, afterwards got thunderstom lar..dont!!"
-.-"

so, my brother decided to come up with something positive to so-called make me happy.

"If you sing in Africa, I'm sure you would be a millionaire!"

=.="

You know, sometimes i despise the lack of privacy that I have. It seems like everything I do is in need for more details. It get pretty annoying really, to the extend that I might just tell them off. You might think why not I tell them off straight forward. Here's the problem:

1) The people doing this to me are my family. Thus, need to control and not tell the whole world how plainly annoying they can be.

2) If I respond to whatever that they are trying to probe from me, they will take it the wrong way no matter what I tell them.

3) If i get angry, It's worse.

So, What the fuck am I to do????! Damn annoying I tell u. Ish.

The Bridesmaids Curse

For the second time in my life, I've been asked to be a bridesmaid. I accepted of course, being that she was one of my closest cousin growing up. But I have to warn everyone that this will be my last time accepting this honour because,

i don't want to be hit by the....

Bridesmaids Curse. Noktah.

Ever heard of the saying "Always the bridesmaid but NEVER the bride"? Not that I worry about growing old, alone and crabby, just that upping the chances of that is a turnoff. So no more bridesmaiding for anyone else. No hard feelings anyone, I know how much you all love me. :P