Not your usual weekend.

Its been a busy weekend..

for my standard. From visiting yr sick uncle to a Eurasian dinner to Ringo's pub. Next morning woke up early to watch the past and present SFI students which both side includes my cousins playing Rugby to another set of Ugly Betty and then to visit my uncle again to a French bread and lots of different cheese dinner. early next morning->church.then back here.

yeah...busy

But one thing I cant get out of my mind is my sick uncle. Looking back when he was healthier altough he was thin.but he had a lil bit of flesh..he was looking so healthy. The first day i visited him I was pretty shocked to see a thin vulnerable old man lying in his bed. he lost sooo much weight.
God..i was feeling so sad when i saw him. Took me quite a lot of strenght to control the waterworks.

i have to respect my aunt who stays with him everyday of every hour. his wife. i think she only goes for a walk when he asleep. to stay strong everyday.talk to him,comfort him and to go through the stress of a sick husband who she knows is going to leave her soon. i dont think im strong enough to do that,

i just pray for my dearest uncle that his pain is lessened and for my aunt so that she may be strong.

just had news that my uncle is not doing well today.

p.s: i know this post is a bit jumbled. cant seem to know what to write. just write whatever im thinking....

budderfly out.